[ there's a long moment of silence from oda. it might even look like he's frozen or paralyzed, if it wasn't for the obvious fact that he's breathing. to think that in a world, all that he worked for would be reduced to ashes-- ]
He was too attached to them. He shouldn't have.
[ it's the obvious conclusion that oda can come up with, but it doesn't exactly make him feel any better. it makes him doubt himself and his own ideals-- to not get attached to anyone, to keep your emotions trained. that had always been what he had told akutagawa during his training, so he wouldn't burn himself up in the search for his sister.
but even if he can talk about this other oda almost clinically, he also knows that he's not any better-- he's always been a hypocrite of the greatest caliber. so, what would he have done if his entire meaning in life was ripped away from him? the answer is obvious. ]
So he went after them and probably let himself die once he was done getting revenge. Right?
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[ there's a long moment of silence from oda. it might even look like he's frozen or paralyzed, if it wasn't for the obvious fact that he's breathing. to think that in a world, all that he worked for would be reduced to ashes-- ]
He was too attached to them. He shouldn't have.
[ it's the obvious conclusion that oda can come up with, but it doesn't exactly make him feel any better. it makes him doubt himself and his own ideals-- to not get attached to anyone, to keep your emotions trained. that had always been what he had told akutagawa during his training, so he wouldn't burn himself up in the search for his sister.
but even if he can talk about this other oda almost clinically, he also knows that he's not any better-- he's always been a hypocrite of the greatest caliber. so, what would he have done if his entire meaning in life was ripped away from him? the answer is obvious. ]
So he went after them and probably let himself die once he was done getting revenge. Right?