[He says it immediately, without hesitation. Whatever reward he's getting out of this, it's something he would willingly die for. And not in the usual way Dazai offers himself up for death either.]
In fact, if my life alone could get it, I would gladly give it up. But it's not that simple. There's a lot of moving parts here, and I have to see this through to the end.
cw: vague suicide mention
[He says it immediately, without hesitation. Whatever reward he's getting out of this, it's something he would willingly die for. And not in the usual way Dazai offers himself up for death either.]
In fact, if my life alone could get it, I would gladly give it up. But it's not that simple. There's a lot of moving parts here, and I have to see this through to the end.