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[Wow rude! Dazai makes a pouty face, but he doesn't pull away.]
I won't be soon enough. People keep bringing me food! Saki-san, Ellie-chan, Atsushi-kun, Vanitas, the list never ends!
I won't be soon enough. People keep bringing me food! Saki-san, Ellie-chan, Atsushi-kun, Vanitas, the list never ends!
I'm not going to pass out. I'm much better about taking care of myself than I was back then.
['Back then'. Back in his world, with his Oda and his Ango.]
['Back then'. Back in his world, with his Oda and his Ango.]
...it really isn't. Which is going to be a problem sooner than later.
What comes next would be easier if you all hate me.
Mhmm.
[Oh look, he's going over to his drink table to pour drinks for them!]
It's a messy thing, you know? I have to be the executioner. I'm the boogeyman that's out to kill everyone. So it's better if they fear me. Fear I can handle.
[Not the looks of betrayal he's expecting.]
[Oh look, he's going over to his drink table to pour drinks for them!]
It's a messy thing, you know? I have to be the executioner. I'm the boogeyman that's out to kill everyone. So it's better if they fear me. Fear I can handle.
[Not the looks of betrayal he's expecting.]
What person actually wants to kill anyone else?
[ it’s only so long that oda can go without visiting dazai once the hanged man game is over. after a couple of hours of hearing dazai’s desperate voice play on repeat in his head, he decides that maybe he should visit him.
oda knocks on the door, looking perhaps a little too desperately. ]
oda knocks on the door, looking perhaps a little too desperately. ]
[A very tired Dazai opens the door to allow Oda in. He'll at least make sure the door closes behind Oda before he gives up and goes over to sink down onto the couch.]
I'm so tiiiiiired...
[As whiny as ever, it seems. Even with the new bandages.]
I'm so tiiiiiired...
[As whiny as ever, it seems. Even with the new bandages.]
A little. It wasn't as bad as it looked though. It should heal in a week or so.
You know, I didn't expect them to blow up my phone in a literal sense.
You know, I didn't expect them to blow up my phone in a literal sense.
It's not important. They have their opinions, and I have mine.
It is what it is, Odasak- Oda-san. I knew the risks when I took this job. I accepted them. I'm not going to complain about them now that I'm facing repercussions.
[ oda groans softly when he says that, shaking his head. ] I don’t know what could be worth having to go through this. You don’t want to kill us and I’m guessing that they think you’re being too soft on us.
So if you don’t want to do this job, then what are they offering that’s so tempting?
So if you don’t want to do this job, then what are they offering that’s so tempting?
I don't think I could even begin to explain it. Nobody here would understand, not without the context behind it. But trust me when I say 'It's worth it.'
My own life is nothing compared to this.
[He says it immediately, without hesitation. Whatever reward he's getting out of this, it's something he would willingly die for. And not in the usual way Dazai offers himself up for death either.]
In fact, if my life alone could get it, I would gladly give it up. But it's not that simple. There's a lot of moving parts here, and I have to see this through to the end.
[He says it immediately, without hesitation. Whatever reward he's getting out of this, it's something he would willingly die for. And not in the usual way Dazai offers himself up for death either.]
In fact, if my life alone could get it, I would gladly give it up. But it's not that simple. There's a lot of moving parts here, and I have to see this through to the end.
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