No, that was because it was nice to hug you.

[He's going to leave that at that, though. He can't quite admit to being a touch-starved weirdo who just wants hugs.]

...I wish I could explain it to you. I really could. But if THEY find out, it's all over. There's no coming back from a mistake like loose lips.

So it's better that nobody knows. No accidents can happen that way.

[As much as he is clearly yearning for someone to carry the burden with him.]