[ oda stays silent, looking away from dazai in favor of staring at his own lap. it seems there’s a million things he wants to say, but decides on the simplest one. ]
You’re an idiot. But I can see why he would have befriended you.
He and I had to go through some sewers after some troublemakers. Nothing builds a friendship quite like having to endure disgusting situations together.
The funny thing is, he didn't seem any more bothered by the mess and smell than he was about anything else. He just went with whatever silly idea I had at the time.
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[He's going to leave that at that, though. He can't quite admit to being a touch-starved weirdo who just wants hugs.]
...I wish I could explain it to you. I really could. But if THEY find out, it's all over. There's no coming back from a mistake like loose lips.
So it's better that nobody knows. No accidents can happen that way.
[As much as he is clearly yearning for someone to carry the burden with him.]
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You’re an idiot. But I can see why he would have befriended you.
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[Story time? Story time.]
You want to know how he and I met?
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[ he shrugs. ]
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The funny thing is, he didn't seem any more bothered by the mess and smell than he was about anything else. He just went with whatever silly idea I had at the time.
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[ oda thinks about it a little. ]
If his teenage life was anything like how mine was, I think sifting through the sewers was nothing in comparison to being next to an executive.
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[ he rests against the couch, looking up at the ceiling. ]
I’m...a little jealous. That he was able to make such a friendship.
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You can make friends too, you know. It's not too late for that.
...and yes, I know how ironic that is coming from me.
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[ he shakes his head. ]
I can’t let something like that cloud me. If I get too attached—
[ well. dazai should already know the answer to that one. ]
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Consider it for after this game is over, then?
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[He has faith in you, Oda.]