[Why are there always people like this? Without fail, there's somebody out there destroying lives and reveling in it, not caring about the pain they've left behind them.]
[ it is painful. painful enough to make the gunshot look like a mere paper cut in comparison. those children were the materialization of his dream, the proof that he was trying to become a better person— and it was all taken away from him.
but oda can’t bring himself to feel that pain in full again. he barely feels like he can keep himself together, but...
he sighs. ]
But it doesn’t matter anymore, Sieg. It’s alright.
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Because, if my wish isn't fulfilled, then there won't be anything else in this world that I want.
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Oda is a little bit like Atalante, who went nuts after Jack the Ripper got to her. Except... he doesn't think Oda is out of his mind.]
I'd like it if your wish came true. How long has it been? Is he planning to hurt other people?
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[ he says this in the same, even voice he always speaks in, but on the inside he feels as if someone was slowly gutting him open. ]
When I came here, about an hour had passed. At most.
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That's terrible.
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[ it is painful. painful enough to make the gunshot look like a mere paper cut in comparison. those children were the materialization of his dream, the proof that he was trying to become a better person— and it was all taken away from him.
but oda can’t bring himself to feel that pain in full again. he barely feels like he can keep himself together, but...
he sighs. ]
But it doesn’t matter anymore, Sieg. It’s alright.
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[Even if he's tried to close himself off from it or he's gone numb. The fact that it hurt that much...]
I don't know who your god is, but I think they'd want you to make it to the end of the game. So... please take care of yourself.